♥ Wednesday, April 21, 2010
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now i understand the saying of '旧爱还是最美' but you will never realised how nice/sweet even it is gone till thing happened...thanks alot but i know myself that mrJLWC is still the one(= i know it myself...cause i now if i choosed back you it will be a GREATEST mistake that i haf made...as a leopard will never change its spot...esp you...i know you well and long...and i know myself wat i been through too...thx for being so care&concern this few daes...but sometime it juz exceeded wat a frenz should doseriously to mrJLWCafter a sms wif aiai...den i decided to tell you all this...by right i did told her keeping quiet is the best way to solve everything...but she told me NO POINT cause the LEONGs always thought they did show enough care&concern but is juz all on surface...like wat u always to me 'dun you tink i am veri xinfu' seriously i admit i am...but pls ask urself...if i reali need a tok wif u...do i reali haf to wait this few daes to 12am instead? while u are already tired and next dae u are working...so why not i let you rest enough instead...but seriously to you...i reali reali HATE comparing and its hurts to compare...esp its will make urself feel how lousy you failed a bf...that why i dun wish tooo but i dunno why everytime u seem to 'force' me do so...why? i simply dunno...dun understand...wat i just wish is...you just haf abit of time for me is ENOUGH when i need a tok or watever...tats why ask urself when you ask me abt this fridae the wake's thingy...i ans back in a sarcastic way u tink i am stupid mehz? asking why u ask u wanna come mehz this and tat...?pls is just that u din even let me see tat u cared so i purposely say all this...ok enough of it...as i am tired of saying/typing or toking abt this le...and like wat junnie say as heng's pattern we ourselves know he also changed and be back wif yl...and also for kok...so izzit this tingy...asking me to compare one more time? and worst comparing tgt wif e LEONGs? so let all this be a STOP...past is past le...i dun wish to haf neverending topic regarding those care&concern...and i dun wish you to be so tired over it...so stop everything ba...as i am indeed tired...not enough of slp recently...and yet still wanna quarrel...so forget itlastly...i know by saying this out...it will cause our r/s become better or worst but still i need to say...rather den till the dae i reali feel like giving up instead...sorry...as this
NOT the first time we quarrel over care&concern regardless is on you or on me
anyway aiai...thx for the sms exchanged todae...and the effort on ur broardcasting(=
signoff wif
everyone wants happiness,
no one wants pain,
but you can't make a rainbow without a little rain... ... ... @ 11:53 AM